Tuesday, March 10, 2015

In Search

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Another day comes to a close. Another 24 hours of hope, dissapointment, comfort and new goals to be set. The promise of a new morning and the determination at the close of yet another day... The constant fight with oneself to be "someone" and not "another" one and sometimes the joy of knowing you're almost there and sometimes knowing that you're not anywhere close.

In the movie Eat Pray Love, over a delicious meal in Italy a group of friends decide to describe their lives with one word. One word which represents their current state of being, the place they are in or simply how they feel. My word for myself is SEARCHING. Im in a state of search.. in search of a road, in search of a path, in search of peace, comfort, bliss and in search of home. There can be little else more discomforting than looking into a mirror and not recognising oneself. Not being able to see what one stands for, is moving towards or simply not being able to relate to the reflection and what could be worse than not being able to change that?

No, Im not depressed or lonely or lost.... I'm simply in search and in this search I know i need no company. Frances was in search of hope when she moved to Tuscany and bought Bramasole ( the house), Elizabeth was in search of respect and regard in love and in her relationships, Marianne was in search of heart wrenching true love, Bridget was in search of her happy ending, Carrie was in search of love, Julie was in search of her identity, Sophie was in search of her beliefs and in my search for myself I met these wonderful women.

These women have now become an essential part of my life and overtime I feel low or a little in need for inspiration I go back to them for love, inspiration and some girly advice.


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